I feel so small compared to my other engineering friends-who of course mainly working with Petronas or other top-notch company.
I was green with envy knowing they've been overseas for both jobs and leisure..
I am the brightest in the family, but my brother who almost flunked his SPM and sister my getting higher pay now. oh yeah-both of them are under Telekom (my sis MMU, my bro TM Multimedia College).
I've changed from an outspoken,cheerful girl..to a sad,woeful woman.
I'm not married and not even sure whether my current cik abang is a "strong" figure for me.
I've bigger plans in Education biz, but I've got no moral support nor financial.
I know various ways to make money, but I cant do it on my own. Far too busy with a lot of things, and nobody seems to be able to take over..
Ive missed a lot of my frens' weddings, occasions etc which I really regret.
I also hate to whine and writing all of this-coz some of u might say I'm not grateful.
and of course I hate getting FATTER!